*sigh*

I woke up and I thought that this day was gonna be ok.
But oh boy, was I wrong!

I feel like such a loser right now and I'm trying my hardest not to snap at my family members.
Why do I have to be that big fat disappointment of the family? The black sheep... I just can't do anything right.

The anxiety came back. Yesterday I was in a great mood, not stressing over anything. Today as soon as I got to school I felt so isolated and alone again. I'm so tired of that feeling. I'm seriously starting to regret the decision to go on the cruise that is coming up in two weeks. I don't know what to do...I don't want to go.
Why am I so god damn brainless??