"I’m catching my second wind again"

Tonight I got some supportive comments on Flickr and tried to make something happen and something did happen. I figured out a pretty nice way to combine my fiftytwo-struggle and my James Dean -struggle. I've tried to come up with a non-boring way to capture this super-cool banner I have and this is what I finally came up with.

Rebel without an idea...

I've been wanting to capture the coolest painting (well it's not a painting since it's not really painted..I don't know the right word in English...a banner?) of mine. It's this Rebel Without A Cause -film banner that is like the coolest thing I have in my apartment. Though I have lots of cool things, but this one really stands out and I'm so proud to have it.
I just don't know how to take photos of it in a nice way...In an interesting way.
A little piece of it actually is showing in that last photo I posted, 'Dreaming...'; Natalie Wood & James Dean as Judy & Jimmy.

Dreams...

Alone in the night dreaming of that silver screen love...
Where's my Jim Stark??



It's been a tough weekend. A lot of crying, a lot of anxiety... But now I'm ok again. Back to my normal semi-feeling. Not really feeling anything at all.
I've just been listening to Celine Dion's, oh so sobby, love songs. Amazing woman, so graceful.

I'm starting to feel as if no one ever reads this blog. PLEASE drop some kind of a comment to let me know you're there. ;_____________; Even a smiley would be enough....